Where Im confuse with life. Where.. I don’t know how i got to this point. It’s like I don’t understand why I am here. When all I am is going to get hurt in the world. All I want is someone to love me, is that to much to ask for?
I am tired of getting hurt. I’ve done NOTHING to anyone but I’m always the one who get hurt. When I love do I love to strong? Is my love to strong and it pushes everyone away? Or am I just so easy to let go? Every guy I’ve been with eaither cheated on me, lied to me, or left me for someone else. I REALLY DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY I DON;’T DO ANYTHING WRONG AND I’, ALWAYS THE ONE GETTING HURT? Someone please tell me what i am doing wrong. Someone i thought I love… I mean I do love him but I feel like i should stop loving him because it seems like he lost love for me. I don’t know what to do anymore.
Person #1
I’m tired of this shit. I’m always the one apologizing I didn’t do anything yes I hit you. But WTF! I’ve been holding on to my feelings for over a month you keep pushing everything away you act like im suppose to fucking forget shit. Then you ask me why do you always bring it back up? I bring it up cause we don’t talk about it! If we fucking talk about it then maybe I don’t have to fucking bring shit back up. I’m always looking like the victim. Like the bad victim, shit what am I suppose to do with all the feelings I hold inside me? You wont talk to me, so what am I suppose to do? I know it was wrong for me to hit you but fuck! It’s been done I can’t take it back.
Person #2
I know your going to read this and its going to be awkward now. You can hate me. In fact I already feel like you do. I’m just trying to be real. But hearing all these things from you, it hurts. Like how you don’t want us to be together. I know and I hear this all the time but I don’t want to hear it from anyone. I know it’s unhealthy, you don’t think I know that? I want us to be healthy. I try and I try and I try!
AHHHHHHH! I wish I was good at writing or say stuff better.
I can’t let it go. I AM TRYING REALLY REALLY REALLY HARD TO for get it you don’t know how I’m trying to forget about everything but your not doing anything to make it even better. I am trying really hard to forget everything. It’s killing me, &I know it’s killing me. I ask myself everyday why am I hurting myself when I know I can’t forget it. It hurts me that bad. You don’t know how bad it hurts me. HONESTLY YOUR NOT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT! IF YOU WANT ME TO FORGET WHY WONT YOU TRY TO HELP ME FOR GET INSTEAD OF JUST ARGUING BACK WITH ME! INSTEAD WATCHING ME CRY AND GET MAD MORE WHY WONT YOU JUST HOLD ME AND TELL ME WE’LL GET THROUGH THIS.. YOU’LL GET THROUGH THIS.. BUT NO! You don’t do that and when i say I want to talk! Don’t argue back with me just talk to me. UGH! I hate how you can’t talk to me.. I don’t know if you even want us to work… i just dont know..
you dont even fucking care! You say you fucking do, I HAVE NOT SEEN ONE SHIT YOU CARE! You don’t care how I feel you dont try no more whats the fucking point your even with me?!!? Seriously. YOu were never like this not you dont give a shit. TIME LIKE THIS I WISH I NEVER EVEN MEET YOU!! The guy who cheated on me treated me better then this!!! I want to leave you so bad but i have to much feeling for you i wish it was easy leaving you!
what if your sister find this out i know shes going to look at me different. She’s even going to hate me. I dont even think im right for you anymore.
